A new path and step to the tool shed.

The Day Sky
Let us be like
Two falling stars in the day sky.
Let no one know of our sublime beauty
As we hold hands with God
And burn
Into a sacred existence that defies –
That surpasses
Every description of ecstasy
And love.
~ Hafiz
Nearing one week of 3 new daily practices and already I see positive changes happening in my life!
I am beginning each day with Sadhana; pranayama and yoga. I started with 10 rounds of Nadi shodhana and 5-10 minutes of yoga. Each day I find myself inspired to practice longer and to move deeper into the practice. I moved my practice from my living room to the practice room, from the rug to a yoga mat.
I have also joined a YAR (You Are Responsible) group and will, for 5 weeks, journal each day about my success and challenges in treating others how I like to be treated. We have a community page that we use to post our journal entries. It’s quite an interesting experience so far. I am becoming more aware of how my emotional and mental states have an energetic effect on the words that I use to communicate. I expect to learn many great things about myself and my methods of communication through this exercise.
My 3rd practice is a meditation offered to me by my beloved to help me to learn to digest “negative” energy that I take in from the people around me and transform it into compassion. I sit in silent meditation for 20 minutes each day. So far my mind wanders fairly quickly. I tend to think about a yoga flow that I’m practicing for a class I’ll be teaching in February. I’m not making a great effort to move my focus back to the meditation. It feels like it will happen naturally and my mind is wandering to a good place.
As a result of the introduction of these new practices I am feeling more inspired to spend time in my garden as well as the communal spaces at my home. I am motivated to attend every Deep Healing Yoga class that my schedule allows. I am breathing deeper and fuller throughout the day. I am less annoyed by my cat, Jeffrey and more connected to my partner and I feel more confidence when I teach.
Beautifully inspiring!
I went to IPSB’s 2012 graduation ceremony on Sunday. It was a small gathering. I arrived with a speech in hand which I had not ‘practiced’ for more than about 12 minutes since writing the thing. But I knew what to say. The speech was attached to a string that went straight into my heart. It would be hard to forget what that means.
My experience was interesting.. I was able to observe the physical changes happening in my body as I waited to give the speech, stood and spoke for 4 minutes, and waited again as the ceremony continued. As I sat through the opening ceremony I felt fairly calm but my throat was so dry it hurt and it was hard to swallow. Of all the times to forget a water bottle.. anyway, I thought I wasn’t going to be able to speak when the time came. My stomach was twisting in knots.
When I was called up to the podium I focused on my breath and moved slowly, with intention. It was uncomfortable up there. As I shared the speech I made sure to look at as many people as possible. I wanted to see them see and hear me. I wanted to speak to each of them.
After I was complete I returned to my seat and observed my body as it began to shake uncontrollably. I started to sweat and my body got cold. This went on for a good 8 minutes or so then began to return to normal. This is an improvement.
I’m grateful for the invitation to speak at the ceremony on behalf of the HHP graduating class. I learned many things about myself through the process of writing and presenting the speech. Although I have completed my program at the school, I am still learning. Every day I am learning and changing and growing.
Many thanks to IPSB.. the school, the teachings, and the people.
Congratulations to my fellow IPSB graduates! We are all destined to do great things.
[photo by nina hilario]
Day 1 : Deep Healing Yoga with Bhava Ram @ Ginseng : Wow.. so grateful for this class. Inhale and Release!
Day 2 : Deep Healing Yoga with Bhava Ram @ Ginseng : Om Shanti.
Handstands with Jean- Luc @ Aerial Revolution : Building endurance
Day 3 : Deep Healing Yoga with Bhava Ram @ Ginseng : Observation and moving outward.
Day 4 : Deep Healing Yoga with Bhava Ram @ Ginseng : I don’t think it’s mere coincidence that construction workers were hired to tear up the street corner at which Ginseng Yoga Studio sits the very week I decide to commit myself to a yoga and movement schedule that will help me to break up the blockages and push out the stagnation in my body to create space for new growth, healing, and strength : This is perfect.
Handstand Training with Jean-Luc @ Aerial Revolution : I am strong.
Day 5 : Bheemashakti Yoga with Jonathon Patriarca @ Ginseng : Building strength and endurance.
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